life rewound...

i find myself in a weird state these days. yea, more weird than normal! this thing we call life seems to be in fast forward mode for me. just yesterday, jacob was "ghost riding" his bicycle and wes was wearing those darn goggles around his neck while he peddalled the tractor up and down the driveway...today jacob has a family and has served in afghanistan and wes is a senior in high school with a steady girlie friend. i want to have full access to life's rewind button...just for a day! i miss the little boy smell that they kept tucked away behind their cute lil' ears!